I have reclaimed this journal, and I may or may not change icons.

But for simplicity's sake:

I seem to be in a super-position state of myself and another possible me.

And I seem to now be the "Kiriya Matriarch", though sometimes it seems to be "The Valentine Matriarch".

And I am not sure how old this makes me, my exact relationship, and anything clarifying it seems to wash away.